Saturday, June 14, 2008

Ryan

It's a little embarrassing posting this in a public place, but right now my heart is so full for you baby. I miss you so much. We barely see each other lately, passing as we "change shifts" so I am left to think about you and listen to sappy music while I am emotional and prego. So I need to tell you, since this is our family blog, so you'll never forget...
I love you. I love you so much that sometimes I am afraid that I will lose you because I love you too much!
I remember when I first met you. You answered the door and I was blown away. Eight years later you've helped me to become a woman, a mother and a wife. You make me laugh more then anyone ever has. I love to ride with you. To kiss you. To sleep next to you. To even change diapers next to you. Everything is better with you here.
The last few days while you have been putting over time at school I have realized that I am really not happy without you. I used to think that I was such an independent woman, that I didn't need anyone or any man and now I realize that I need just you, to be happy.
I hope that you realize all that you are. All that I find within you. You try so hard, to do more than your share. You have more talent in your little pinky finger then I have in my whole body. You have a spirit about you, your strong and you make me feel safe when I am with you. I can't even explain how lucky I feel to have found you and how sometimes I want to look behind me when you look at me and tell me how beautiful I am and how much you love me because I just can't believe that YOUR talking to me.
I am starting to cry now, my head is beginning to hurt as I try to hold back the tears so I better cut this short and get to bed.
Your still at school. Working hard at what you do best, being amazing with your skill and your wonderful ideas. No doubt they are inspired.
I can't wait to wake up next to you tomorrow. It's Sunday, your not allowed to work at BYU so you'll be mine. Until then, please know that I am yours forever. Thank you for choosing me and helping us to do it right, so that we could do it for Eternity. I don't want anything less when it comes to you! I love you so much Ryan. You are my best Friend! Thank you!

5 comments:

Rosander said...

Cute! I love this. What a sweet letter. I'm glad that you are so happy. Ryan is lucky to have you!

Moore Family said...

That was a better romantic high than watching my favorite chick flick because it's real. Happy sigh! Glad you two are so perfectly suited...you'll be the inspiration for the next Disney hit.

Bastian Duo said...

Great post Whit! Congrats on being able to write your feelings in words....I really struggle with this. You two really are a great couple and team.

Jen B said...

It warms my heart as I read your sweet love letter. I'm so happy that you adore Ryan for he is a good man, and you realize that. He has a great wife too. We love you Whit!

Heidi said...

You have been a great addition to our family from day one. You are loved very much and our lives have been blessed by knowing you.